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05 July 2020 @ 06:50 pm

[OOC comments and constructive criticism is welcome here!*]

*Please mind that the RP disregards the original 02 ending and that players are mostly allowed to play their characters by their own, collectively approved, opinion.

Current Mood: content
06 March 2012 @ 01:17 am
Anyone willing to be bribed into writing papers for me? I've lost count of how many of written so far. Far too many... DX

Bribery comes in the form of Easter candy. I still can't get over how much of the stuff there is.
23 January 2012 @ 02:34 am
Want company over the weekend? I don't think I can take another weekend of Nay composing her, apparently, annual 'Valentine's Day Playlist to Fuck By.' I already know more about her sex life than I'd ever want to know at this point. It's really just salt in the wound at this point.

And of course, the scenery at your place is better. Much better...
Current Mood: awake
23 January 2012 @ 02:32 am
It's been forever since I've updated here. It's almost nostalgic at this point. lol

It isn't the only thing I've neglected, though. I haven't talked to most of you since I left for the states this past July. If any of you are reading this, sorry and I'll try to catch up with you sometime when I'm over in Japan next. Txt me or something if you want; might make things easier. It'd be great to see you all again.
Current Mood: awake
30 July 2010 @ 12:37 am
Well, I'm suffering in Osaka and will be for at least another week. If I have to hear even one more chord of Rain, I'm going to snap.

Miya, have you had a chance to swing by the apartment yet? It not a big deal, it's just nice to know that's someone's keeping an eye on Grandpa, Armadimon, and the cat.

Tai, you'd better be running every morning even though I'm not there.
Current Mood: tired
30 July 2010 @ 12:29 am
Nothing like being dragged to Osaka to visit family. I ended up hiding out in my (which I use extremely loosely) room for most of the evening today. Actually, I think it's been one of the high points of the trip so far. I temporarily escaped from listening to Rain - which my one cousin is obsessively playing - and had a chance to watch the movie Noriko let me borrow a while back.

We started talking again during exams and it's almost like before we dated. I'm really glad that breaking up didn't end our friendship; she's one of my closest friends.

It was rather good, which I was surprised since Jim Carrey is one of the leads. I tend not to both with any of his movies. But this, it was really... deep. If you could erase someone from your memories... but he said he wouldn't take it back even if he could...

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;
-Alexander Pope
Current Mood: thoughtful
26 July 2010 @ 01:32 am
It's not supposed to hurt this much. Daisuke said it would get better, that it would hurt less, grow number. But it hasn't. Every time... it feels like I'm ripping open my chest with a dull spoon. It hurts so much, so, so much. Why doesn't he love me?

...finally managed to stop crying. Don't know why I bother with this. Stupid, useless words that can't convey an ounce of what I feel, even to myself. To look at this you won't know that I spent half an hour or so sobbing hysterically and trying not to be heard.

I'm such a fool.
21 July 2010 @ 09:41 pm
Would you take it back if given the choice...?
Current Mood: apathetic
03 July 2010 @ 09:07 pm
I am the scum of the Earth.

...well, I may not be, but I certainly feel like it. I know it doesn't help that I'm wallowing in my own self made depression. I suppose it feels like penance, not that it does anyone any good. Being the selfish person that I am, I'm not even sure if I'm feeling bad for anyone but myself.

This is all so frustrating. If I can't make it work with someone as great as Noriko, what sort of future do I have to look forward to?

Fuck this. All this is doing is making me want to toss my laptop across the room. Abusing sleeping aids, here I come.
Current Mood: depressed
17 June 2010 @ 07:22 pm
"If you love someone, let them go. If they don't come back, hunt them down and shoot them." From the great philosophical mind of my classmate, Takanaga Seto. You may be seeing or hearing his name in the near future in the news.

...I really hope I'm joking about that.

In other news, my sister has got it in her head that the cat is mine and that she needs a cat of her own. Cue begging and tears.

Also, Tai, you should be proud of me. I actually watched a soccer match last night. I may or may not have enjoyed it, the same way I may or may not have been doing homework the whole game.
Current Mood: tired